The House That Build Me *Miranda Lambert*
Today we went on a drive up and down and ALL around the back roads of this amazing town. I love the houses back there. Everything here is so open and charming. I mean, there are hardly, if any, fences around the yards and the all look inviting.
I wish every house was like that. I believe we'd have a much better world if that were the case.
The people out here are kind of like their houses. People with an open house, have an open mind and are warm-hearted. The people with fences... well, not so much. For instance, I love houses without fences and wish that every house could be that way, BUT; I live in a house that is completely fenced off. So by this, I would be stating that I want to be an open person and share everything, but I have a fence around myself that needs to be bulldozed.
If you think about it, it is an ideal summary of a lot of people. I don't know. I liked the comparison so I thought I'd state that!
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Jawzii To The Rescue
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
The Internet Is For Porn *Anenue Q*
The Internet Is For Porn *Avenue Q*
It's 1:30 a.m. int he morning where I am. Luckily, I discovered Cleverbot.com and am completely satisfied with my night once again.
I've decided that as humans. we really do rely on technology far too much. I mean, I have a family and plenty of friends. I just can't seem to get past the point of this stupid random website where you talk to a computer with "actual intelligence". Which just proves that if someone has enough time to put together a website like that, that I am not the only loser without anything better to do than have conversations with a stupid computer.
What does that really say about the world today? Maybe we should think about that concept further.
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Jawzii To The Rescue
It's 1:30 a.m. int he morning where I am. Luckily, I discovered Cleverbot.com and am completely satisfied with my night once again.
I've decided that as humans. we really do rely on technology far too much. I mean, I have a family and plenty of friends. I just can't seem to get past the point of this stupid random website where you talk to a computer with "actual intelligence". Which just proves that if someone has enough time to put together a website like that, that I am not the only loser without anything better to do than have conversations with a stupid computer.
What does that really say about the world today? Maybe we should think about that concept further.
^_^
Jawzii To The Rescue
The Kids Aren't Alright *The Offspring*
The Kids Aren't Alright *The Offspring*
Today, I have to babysit my little brothers Austin and Brett. Don't get me wrong. I love them and all, but they are major pains, especially when they're together. Which is leading me to the thought of, I want kids, but I don't know if it's worth it. Haha. So here's what I'm thinking:
Not in a mean way either. I love all my siblings and every single kid I've ever come into contact with. But every time they do something wrong I kind of just want to strangle them and put them in a holding cell for life without the possibility of probation. Then there are the moments where they are all lovey dovey that makes your heart sigh and all of the sudden, you aren't thinking about how to hide a body.
I guess I'm really not against having kids. I really do want them, not yet, but eventually it would be nice to be able to have some. But I want a legitimate family setting, not like the one I have. Not one where the kid(s) have to get shipped off to their fathers every weekend or go on separate vacations. I want my children to have every possibility in the world while also both of their parents happily in love and together.
I'm not going on a poor me tangent, I promise. I'm just saying. Unlike me and more than half of my friends, I want my kids to have a family; two parents, grandparents that spoil them, maybe still great grandparents, cousins, and aunts and uncles. The good side of things would be that. Unfortunately, while that used to be the average American family, it's abnormal to get that anymore. However, that's my goal for my family life.
For now though, I'll just keep working towards ALL my life goals together. Let's finish high school first why don't we?
^_^
Jawzii To The Rescue
Today, I have to babysit my little brothers Austin and Brett. Don't get me wrong. I love them and all, but they are major pains, especially when they're together. Which is leading me to the thought of, I want kids, but I don't know if it's worth it. Haha. So here's what I'm thinking:
Not in a mean way either. I love all my siblings and every single kid I've ever come into contact with. But every time they do something wrong I kind of just want to strangle them and put them in a holding cell for life without the possibility of probation. Then there are the moments where they are all lovey dovey that makes your heart sigh and all of the sudden, you aren't thinking about how to hide a body.
I guess I'm really not against having kids. I really do want them, not yet, but eventually it would be nice to be able to have some. But I want a legitimate family setting, not like the one I have. Not one where the kid(s) have to get shipped off to their fathers every weekend or go on separate vacations. I want my children to have every possibility in the world while also both of their parents happily in love and together.
I'm not going on a poor me tangent, I promise. I'm just saying. Unlike me and more than half of my friends, I want my kids to have a family; two parents, grandparents that spoil them, maybe still great grandparents, cousins, and aunts and uncles. The good side of things would be that. Unfortunately, while that used to be the average American family, it's abnormal to get that anymore. However, that's my goal for my family life.
For now though, I'll just keep working towards ALL my life goals together. Let's finish high school first why don't we?
^_^
Jawzii To The Rescue
Friday, June 24, 2011
Boys Boys Boys *Lady Gaga*
Boys Boys Boys *Lady Gaga*
You know what I was just thinking about? The fact that pretty much no matter what I want, I always have at least one boy that wants me. It's kind of ridiculous really.
I mean, who wants one to four boys hanging all over you at once? I personally, do not. And maybe that's the problem. Tons of girls would die to have guys falling all over them, but I wouldn't. So maybe this is a karma thing or something. I don't know.
What I do know is that, I'm a one guy kinda girl. I refuse to do things with other males when I'm in a relationship, despite what people believe. I have cheated, but it was an extension off of a deal with one of my ex-boyfriends, and he cheated too. Pretty much, I only cheat when being cheated on. No ifs, ands, or buts! Although, people have "proof" that I've done "the dirty" behind my boyfriends backs, there truly is none. I haven't, nor will I ever again.
I'm not a bad person. I'm flirty, yes. But I try not to use that to my advantage often. In short, I love the one I'm with while I'm with them. Sometimes, I love them for a while after that even. But it isn't bad to do that.
So all these guys that keep hanging ALL the frick over me, please refrain. Unless I have given you some semblance of hope, please leave me be.
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Jawzii To The Rescue
You know what I was just thinking about? The fact that pretty much no matter what I want, I always have at least one boy that wants me. It's kind of ridiculous really.
I mean, who wants one to four boys hanging all over you at once? I personally, do not. And maybe that's the problem. Tons of girls would die to have guys falling all over them, but I wouldn't. So maybe this is a karma thing or something. I don't know.
What I do know is that, I'm a one guy kinda girl. I refuse to do things with other males when I'm in a relationship, despite what people believe. I have cheated, but it was an extension off of a deal with one of my ex-boyfriends, and he cheated too. Pretty much, I only cheat when being cheated on. No ifs, ands, or buts! Although, people have "proof" that I've done "the dirty" behind my boyfriends backs, there truly is none. I haven't, nor will I ever again.
I'm not a bad person. I'm flirty, yes. But I try not to use that to my advantage often. In short, I love the one I'm with while I'm with them. Sometimes, I love them for a while after that even. But it isn't bad to do that.
So all these guys that keep hanging ALL the frick over me, please refrain. Unless I have given you some semblance of hope, please leave me be.
^_^
Jawzii To The Rescue
Spiderwebs *No Doubt*
Spiderwebs *No Doubt*
So I've been checking out my friend Julia's blog and I decided it may not be a terrible idea to start my own.
So here I am, a seventeen year old girl, sitting at home by myself for the second day in a row. And that's how my life works. What parents in their right mind let a teenager stay at home alone for this long? I'll tell you what kind! The "trusting" kind. Besides the fact that I don't know anybody here, I could totally get a good party going!
But alas, I'm a loser, with no life. So what do I do all day every day I'm left alone?
That is a very good question. I watch movies. This is the place where I can build up my movie knowledge since my mother doesn't allow me to watch any "inappropriate" stuff. Which to her means making out, sex, drinking, drugs and death. But what's a movie without even one of those elements in it? I mean for real? So I get a vocabulary of movies I should have seen quite a while ago when I come out to good ole' Virginia to visit my dad. Especially since he really could careless what I watch.
So Hoolia, this is to you. The person who started my blogging career! I love you, but you get me addicted to incredibly odd stuff. Haha.
^_^
Jawzii To The Rescue!!!!
So I've been checking out my friend Julia's blog and I decided it may not be a terrible idea to start my own.
So here I am, a seventeen year old girl, sitting at home by myself for the second day in a row. And that's how my life works. What parents in their right mind let a teenager stay at home alone for this long? I'll tell you what kind! The "trusting" kind. Besides the fact that I don't know anybody here, I could totally get a good party going!
But alas, I'm a loser, with no life. So what do I do all day every day I'm left alone?
That is a very good question. I watch movies. This is the place where I can build up my movie knowledge since my mother doesn't allow me to watch any "inappropriate" stuff. Which to her means making out, sex, drinking, drugs and death. But what's a movie without even one of those elements in it? I mean for real? So I get a vocabulary of movies I should have seen quite a while ago when I come out to good ole' Virginia to visit my dad. Especially since he really could careless what I watch.
So Hoolia, this is to you. The person who started my blogging career! I love you, but you get me addicted to incredibly odd stuff. Haha.
^_^
Jawzii To The Rescue!!!!
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